Sunday, August 29, 2010

don't need to be ;) when im not.

i don't need you to ask what happened.
i don't need sympathy..
i don't need a pat on my back and telling me things are going to be alright.
i don't need fake laughter when you're sad.
i don't need you to be with me if you're afraid you might probably be like me sooner or later.
i don't need temporary nor infinity.
all i need is you being with me.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Say hi to my besties.



Hello,
Things are going pretty well for me these days.. I totally now finally realise the importance of my best friends. They're really sweet and nice and have always been there for me. esp riley ;) Last friday was the most awesome night ever! Digging for a pair of shoe for myself with riley in bugis. Lost my hope so we went to window shop instead! Avriel come after that. And we had some heart to heart talks. I finally realise why i likes to be friend with girls than guy much better because they tend to care and not to give a damn about it. I know some of my guy friends do but i just felt difference. Strangers might think im gay or sissy hanging out with girls but i don't mind.
Who say straight guys cant have girls as their best friend? It doesn't make any sense right? True best friend will be there for you all the time. Not smacking your butts and lieing to make you kinda happy?!
Omg i think i better stop. I felt that like i'm lius(my lecturer) now.

P/s sorry for my horrible english.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Mascot.

Thanks ellysha, amirah , ash and aai for treating me like a king today!
So proud of our class ;)

Will update the full post when im free.
Meantime i gotta go eat my medicine and sleep!
Ciao.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Self-reliance.

Hi,
I've been very unhealthy recently..
Selfish or peer pressure or whatever you call it.
So today is the start of my Digital imaging assignment 2.
As i was discussing with my new teacher steven.
I realised something bad about myself.
Something that really a normal human wouldn't think of it.
I really hate myself for having this type of fear.
It always makes me feel frustrated when someone keeps staring and digesting on how i do things.
Fearing that they would do the same thing as me.
I know im being selfish but it just gets me really mad.
Even if they are interested in how i do stuff they should do research on how its done.
Instead of stealing my resources and the time and idea i have put on it.
I remember luis told me its good to share good stuffs with friends.
If the person is my close friends then it's okay.
But he is just a hi bye friend.
In fact i don't agree with luis' words.
I felt that humans should be self-reliant.
Guess no one will never felt the same like i do.