Major exam presentations.

Ugh. I'm probably speechless now that i don't even know what am i suppose to write about!
Last Tuesday was my presentations for my major assignment. I'm quite upset about my feedback from Miss Tan.
It isn't about the grades. She utterly told me my lady gaga look like a prostitute. I mean i don't really like hate her saying that but i actually took alot of time illustrating it from head to toe.
It would be better if she could tell me days before. It really hit me really down. Its feel as if you lost something you commit for days. She say she love those borders just dislike that prostitute. I'm probably not sure if i'm being too cocky or maybe she doesn't really like the circus theme concert and my concept.

So when i ask Mr lius(my ceramic and drawing lecturer) for advice.. He told me it wasn't that bad. And told me lots of idea. So i was wondering if i NEED to change it or not. He told me what if your art director ask don't like your concept? Are you not going to change then lost your job?! If you think its nice then don't change. But i'm not the one marking it so i suggest you to change or not depending on yourself. At that point i totally lost myself.

Remembering Mr Hairul(2nd year teacher) told me before that i have to do something that shouts me. Something my style. Something robin. Gosh I'm so lost right now that i could die any moment! And i don't really wanna mess up my major assignment. I don't wanna ruin my chance of getting bursaries.

Oh yea. Sorry for having my temporary trademarks on the pictures.
One particular classmate of mine is a graphic stealer.
Which i hope ms tan and other teachers don't blindly mark his work as if its his.
Not saying he steal my graphic or anything,
Just incase ;)

Illustrations:Robin Julius|Digital|First year major assignment

Hiatus

1. If I were a snack, i would be..
Sour Skittles.

2. If I were an animal, I would be..
An owl that doesn't even sleep in daytime.

3. If i were a sharp object, i would be..
Pen Tool.

4. If I were a song, i would be..
Radiohead - Idioteque

5. If I were a frictional character, I would be..
Red Queen from alice in the wonderland.

Its my teacher's birthday..

Teehee.
I know i 've been using this illustrations..
But I completed 2 illustration on my sketch book but..
The thing is i doesn't seems to have time transfering it and digital it.
And recently i just get so much inspirations on bus ride
that i draw and focus until like a emo depressed bitch.
Probably cause when i draw i tend to squin my eyes.
Maybe that just me..

ohyea.. Soon you will get sick of seeing this after i illustrate her.

And soon you will notice some of my classmate drawing it on their sketchbook.
And soon it will become common.
And soon my new ideas come.
And it just goes round and round like cycle.

Guitar fail.
Hair wins.

There's a possibility i wouldn't know.

Photographer:me
Model:Nurul(left) Aai (right)

Say hi to incomplete realistic face.

Sorry Calvin.
i know i've been dragging.
P/S: I added the comments box. Please do comments/feedbacks ;)
Illustrations: me

FUCK.

Told yea.
Messy sketchbook= Messy outcome.
Illustrations: me

What about the geek?

So i guess today wasn't a productive day.. Spend the whole morning looking for tutorials and stuffs till i get too much inspirations.

Oh yea lets talk about sketchbooks today.. I saw tons of sketchbook today(online). I utterly felt dam lousy. Comparing my doodles to them, mine was dam dirty, shitty, crappy what ever you call it! Too much empty space and it just don't look like a proper sketchbook.

So according to my observations.
My sketchbook is lack of
-COLOUR
-Inspirations cuts
-Cleanliness
-Pattern
-Typography
-Character
-Thoughts

I'm so excited on improving sketchbook!
KTHXBYE

-Robin Julius

Illustrations by me