My destop is dead.

Hi readers, my computer is dead and i cant do any graphic design or what on this netboook except using paint to draw... I'm pretty sad that all my assignment files from the beginning of the year are gone except the recent ones. But it's okay im gonna do a better job sooner or later.

Anyways I'll be getting a part time job this december holiday. Not gonna even think twice of getting a job in design related work. I'm gonna take one step at a time or maybe i should do some drawing portraits freelance. Gonna save $500 for my cpu and make magic happens again.

Oh yea these days i have been reading some books which is freaking awesome in a way that is so inspiring and teaches me how to be an awesome graphic designer. No im not reading design award books. Thats a no no for me. I need some soul searching book. I'm trying to avoid design book as much as possible and lecturers showcasing 2nd year works. Its such fuck up feeling seeing so many nice work my senior have done. Its like a downhill for your ego and yourself. So i NEED to avoid inorder to make me feel less shitty.

Major exam presentations.

Ugh. I'm probably speechless now that i don't even know what am i suppose to write about!
Last Tuesday was my presentations for my major assignment. I'm quite upset about my feedback from Miss Tan.
It isn't about the grades. She utterly told me my lady gaga look like a prostitute. I mean i don't really like hate her saying that but i actually took alot of time illustrating it from head to toe.
It would be better if she could tell me days before. It really hit me really down. Its feel as if you lost something you commit for days. She say she love those borders just dislike that prostitute. I'm probably not sure if i'm being too cocky or maybe she doesn't really like the circus theme concert and my concept.

So when i ask Mr lius(my ceramic and drawing lecturer) for advice.. He told me it wasn't that bad. And told me lots of idea. So i was wondering if i NEED to change it or not. He told me what if your art director ask don't like your concept? Are you not going to change then lost your job?! If you think its nice then don't change. But i'm not the one marking it so i suggest you to change or not depending on yourself. At that point i totally lost myself.

Remembering Mr Hairul(2nd year teacher) told me before that i have to do something that shouts me. Something my style. Something robin. Gosh I'm so lost right now that i could die any moment! And i don't really wanna mess up my major assignment. I don't wanna ruin my chance of getting bursaries.

Oh yea. Sorry for having my temporary trademarks on the pictures.
One particular classmate of mine is a graphic stealer.
Which i hope ms tan and other teachers don't blindly mark his work as if its his.
Not saying he steal my graphic or anything,
Just incase ;)

Illustrations:Robin Julius|Digital|First year major assignment

Hiatus

1. If I were a snack, i would be..
Sour Skittles.

2. If I were an animal, I would be..
An owl that doesn't even sleep in daytime.

3. If i were a sharp object, i would be..
Pen Tool.

4. If I were a song, i would be..
Radiohead - Idioteque

5. If I were a frictional character, I would be..
Red Queen from alice in the wonderland.