My destop is dead.

Hi readers, my computer is dead and i cant do any graphic design or what on this netboook except using paint to draw... I'm pretty sad that all my assignment files from the beginning of the year are gone except the recent ones. But it's okay im gonna do a better job sooner or later.

Anyways I'll be getting a part time job this december holiday. Not gonna even think twice of getting a job in design related work. I'm gonna take one step at a time or maybe i should do some drawing portraits freelance. Gonna save $500 for my cpu and make magic happens again.

Oh yea these days i have been reading some books which is freaking awesome in a way that is so inspiring and teaches me how to be an awesome graphic designer. No im not reading design award books. Thats a no no for me. I need some soul searching book. I'm trying to avoid design book as much as possible and lecturers showcasing 2nd year works. Its such fuck up feeling seeing so many nice work my senior have done. Its like a downhill for your ego and yourself. So i NEED to avoid inorder to make me feel less shitty.